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Sunday, October 30, 2005

7:55 PM

This is a very long post so i recommend that you not read it. as words can damage your eyesight and i do not want you to blame me if your eyesight should somehow fail.

you have been warned.

yesterday was halloween at graces. super dumb.I looked like a slut like seriously like a slut with those fish nets black top and skirt and all. goodness ok in short i looked gross yupp. that one word tells it all.

goodness this year's halloween was really super last minute.super rushed and super stressful.rehearsals rehearsals and even more rehearsals but overall it did turn out reasonably well.

I think i screamed like more than 30times yesterday.super exhausting and my throat is killing me.welcome to the twilight zone.hahax. i think ms victoria and ms michelle looked gorgeous.hahax.seriously i mean it.hahax.i forgot my lines halfway during my poem but parking pontianak was really super funny.

Aiyah den during the tours kimmie, rina and trixia were like SUPER IRRITATING!!. the moment they walked into the room they were like hi jessica. eeee jessica you not scary leh. o my jessica really looks like a monster. omg she's pretty? jessica you so funny. omg irritaing pls.rahhx.hahax but thanks for coming la.hahax.

So happy almost everyone said my eye looked nice.hahax.got the idea from manhunt.hahax.lalalaaa. so of cause it'll look nice as jon jonssan did that too.hahax.lalalaa.

then we took a bus to siglap.goodness i was in my makeup and all and everyone was like major staring.goodness super paiseh la. but always.it's halloween. alicia was like the best she forgot to come.goodness pro la that girl.

FRIDAY

finally went towning with rina.hahax.our long awaited shopping trip though i did not buy anything.hahax.notice the sudden change.hahax.guainess.

That crazy girl bought like 70bucks worth of hair.hahax.funny man.hahax.but her wig is nice hahax.thanks to jessica who has such great taste so yupp of cause your wig is nice la girl.hahax.yuppers

then we went to makan at haagen hahax.had baileys icecream together with midnight cookies hahax.then it rained.yay but my happiness was totally short lived as the sun came up again and i had to come up with a different excuse for not attending rehearsals.hahax.owells.

then we went to mac and i saw annette there.stupid girl i knew she was dao-ing me.aiyah ya la with your fiance then too cool to say hi to me right.hahax.retardation.

aunty came to pick as up and we went to makan at this szechuan restaurant.goodness the chicken was like super spicy please.you can seriously die from eating it.hahax.owells but it was great fun.hahax.

I FORGOT TO PUT BATTERIES IN MY CAMERA AGAIN!!!

SUNDAY!!
Happy birthday to youu
happy birthday to youu
happy birthday to CORDELIA
Happy birthday to youu

today was cordy's birthday celebration. yupp got her like 3 big balloons.hahax.super funny watching her carrying them around.hahax.yuppers.but it was all fun.

the cake was super yummy once again thanks to me.hahax yupp totally did not know she likes chocolate banana too.hahax.yay jessica can perform telepathy hahax.how amusing.lalalaa.

so once again.thanks to me.she became the centre of attraction to everyone.hahax.everyone was rushing to see her beautiful balloons which were bought by jessica hahax lalalaa. peoper were jealous.hahax.they want me as cell member.yay

im tired suffering from post halloween blues
HELP!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

6:20 PM

goodness getting back all the papers
that so sucks
i seriously hate gettin them back.
it's depressing no or should i say its super depressing.

got back my chinese paper today got 64/100 but overall got 57/100 owells not too bad la at least i passed. unlike the previous time when i failed. so yupp improvement yayness. hahax. yay let's jump for joy!!

Well got 33.5/50 for my geog yupp highest in my class.
yippeee finally a gleam of hope that i might get a b or an a. yayness hahax.

went to eat at kfc today with kimmie, rina and trixia
super nice la the lady cause we were super broke she gave us a discount.
yupp so sweet thank you..

k im so sick of bloggin so owells ciaoxz

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

6:14 PM

ok i'm officially suffering from cronic depression
today has made it was and i so think im now suffering from a severe binge-ing case and severe hyperventilation.
And yupp i have proof too.

I was depressed after finding out that i failed my a and e math, physics and got like just 50 for my chem yes and hyperventilation as i was hyperventilating before i recieved my math papers and binge-ing cause after school we all went to binge on cakes and pasta.

pizza hut was filled with stupid people who were going like yi er san pai zao. aiyah super dumb like they never take pictures before. lame shitez la aiyah was very irritating in fact wanted badly to go up there and crush their stupid camera.

ok need to go appeal for my a math so want to do it again next year.
how how how.
rahhx so gotta buck up man
next stop the study table with all my books on it.

there's something in my drink- the beetles

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, October 17, 2005

6:37 PM

kkx some many awesome events happened
but sadly i did not blog bout any of them so i'm gonna dump everything into this entry.hahax.goodness i think it's gonna be long. owells

14th october

that faithful day of peter pan FINALLY arrived. hahax. was changing half-way when i got calls from rina and kimmie asking me to go to rina's house. they kept calling and telling me all sort of crap till i gave in to them and decided to go SEE I'M SO NICE. wahahax.

yupp took a super long bus ride to her house. when i reached it turned out that rina's house almost exploded because aunty left the microwave on for like so long and the thing which she was cooking was clearly burnt as the whole house smelt so wrong. totally BURNT.

rina's mom came home and she was super pissed because of what happened then she sent us to the mrt station to take our supposed mrt ride to esplanade but being all dressed up except me i dressed super casual as usual. we took a cab instead. hahax. then i missed call rina's mom 5 times damn. she was like super pissed off when rina called her. rahhx but anyway we were not supposed to pick up her call too as we did not follow what she told us to do.

We went to eat at no signboard. yummy yummy sambal kangkong. hahax the best i've eaten so far. yupp hats off to the sambal kangkong there. after dinner we went to watch this band called zero infinity play. gosh i love his voice. so smooth man. the remedy is like so made for him to sing. but it sounded really fast though. owells i love his voice.

Peter pan was awesome. the boy was so cute and he has abs!! hahax. not bad for someone his age hahax. i wanna fly too. super funky man. how nice would it be if you can fly high up into the air. tinkerbell was super cute. hahax. fantastic show la ya'll should have gone to watch it. yuppers.

after the show we spent like dunno how long taking photos. yupp like a lot of photos. indeed yupp super nice. hahax. then that jon and cheney kept calling wanting to meet up while kimmie, rina and trish was like errs like no. hahax. but we ended up seeing them anyway. then kimmie and rina was like eh he looks different. super funny as kimmie and i looked at each other and we were like cause he has more hair!! hahax.

15 october

Rina's flying off today. so sad. i'll be missing you gal. hahax. so sweet she messaged me before leaving hahax. will so miss her. hahax.

managed to order my atticus jacket from alvin today. yayness so happy it's a drop dead gorgeous jacket please but damn even after the discount it will cost me like $125 aitah that sucks la. but it's like bloody nice la please. worth every cent now all i need to do is to collect it. wahahax.

ordered cordy's cake and her present today. her cake is so gonna rock it's like chocolate and banana. hahax. nice right. of cause chosen by me la. that's why. then i went to get her present and yesh i designed it and now it looks just so purrfect. yuppers.

everyone knows what they'll be during halloween except me!!! rahhx ms ying and ms michelle was like i dunno what you are didnt miss gracie tell you. she's planning what you are supposed to be. fiona told me that we are supposed to be corpse and maids like what the hell. but now the thing is am i with them or do i have a separate role. urghh headache la. im scared of the makeup i dun wanna share. i dun wanna get pimples. i dun want my face to feel itchy and dry. RAHHX!!!!!

16 october

overslept today. woke up at like 1245 hahax. totally missed church and speedlight. rahhx. damn i think bryne is like super pissed of with me as i keep changing times. rahhx. please dont k. yupp.

went to esplanade again with kimmie, paaan just to find out that aspirin was not going to play due to bad weather like what the hell please. so irritating la. furthermore we also missed trixia's performance. damn that's bad.

so we went to haagen and kimmie and i shared a brownie. yupp finally her long awaited brownie with midnight cookie and bailey's while paaan had mango shorbet. yuppers. trixia took like forever to come please.

then paaan needed to leave early so kimmie and i went to watch people break dancing ayy they looked super tp please and their moves were like damn cool.hahax. that guy literally spun in the air man. while the other was like turning on his head. super cool. then trixia finally came and before long her dad was like im picking you up now.

so we then headed home.

17th october

finally got my hair cut hahax.cost like 35.70 and my mom was like why the hell is it so damn expensive. rubbish la cut it to sohulder length and layered it.

then went to tm and saw rachelle and her boyfriend hahax. not bad looking la. hahax. then she was like i think you're insane as i messaged her a really dumb message yesterday. then half way my mom was like jessica go home and help me hang clothes. and that blew my day out with trixia and kimmie. aiyah lame shitez la.

while walking back i saw this gorgeous top from esprit and you guessed it. i bought it. hahax. it's gorgeous la please. black and gosh no words can describe it la. hahax. gonna bathe now. got caught in the rain just now.damn hahax.

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Peter Pan was the ultimate

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, October 13, 2005

4:01 PM

Rahhx. today was physics paper
lame shits please the paper. did not know how to do the paper yupp not even the stupid first question.hahax goodness that it like so bad right. hahax owells but i still dont intend to drop it like very wasted.so i kinda like crapped through the entire paper.hahax.hopefully i will still do well.hahax.fingers so crossed man.yupp really intend to do well for this year's end of year papers!!

unfairness la today the bio girls dont need to go to school.rahhx.so rubbish la.aiyah.wished had no school today too man.so totally shagged out.rahhx wanna just lie down and crash!! lalalaa. k i know im a slug. WOOTS!!

Last paper tomorrow. yayness then it's time for peter pan. wheee. cant wait cant wait. hahax. dun feel like dressing up. yes i shall wear a rocker tee and my hang out jeans yuppers with hahax err slippers? ayy of maybe shoes la. yupp shant look so slackish tomorrow.

Aspirin's performing at flipside this sunday.hahax.kinda cool la.yupp no idea should i go a not.hahax the boys are going j2c keow yuan and all.hahax.should i go.hmmx maybe i'll with em or something la.hahax.see first.

wheeee tuition soon.better go do some prep for tomorrow's math now.

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, October 10, 2005

4:13 PM

Today was amath
crap
was so rubbish the first part of the paper was manageable I COULD DO IT!!! however the last three questions were utter crap. it was like functions please and I DID NOT STUDY FUNCTIONS!!! O crap.
I feel so depressed now.

Rahhx audrey's not free tomorrow so we'll not be having tuition. let's go study together. I need help with moles someone please help me.

A few more days till the much awaited 14th of october. haha can hardly wait man. yayness it's finally coming am starting to smell the freshness of it. omg k i'm like so bullshiting now. Gosh see exams really do turn your brian into mush. I'm so soon gonna have the mentality of a freaking five year old. save me from this torment!!

Geography tomorrow. 3 topics instead of the 9 which the core has hahax. poor souls. no worries God bless all of you and me too!! yuppers. but unfairness core has multiple choice while elect has like essays!!! That is the ultimate unfairness please notice the word elect. how much difference do we actually have... like ALOT!! we should have the easier stuff. yupp bring on the multiple choice and short answers man. =/

Blood red nails

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, October 07, 2005

3:42 PM

EMATH WAS RUBBISH
like so literally rubbish
since when did paper one become so hard. it was like your idea of something which just can be called as seriously unfair. let me repeat. unfair!! so screwed up for it now. geesh hopefully paper two would be like easy. rahhx though it is very unlikely. but at least no harm wishing and hoping man!!

Chinese was not too bad la just that the cloze passage part was really hard. it's like most of the words seems to fit but sadly you only can choose one out of the four. the rest were like reading, reading and more reading. gosh i almost fell asleep by the time it came to the fourth passage. yawns am tired. would some nice kind soul help to get a cup of coffee puh-lease. hahax am shagged out. wanna CRASH

what utter bullshitness we're only gonna get $16.25 each from the entire she-bang shite. dammit should have raised the price. stupid doofus dont know how the be enterprising. rahhx hopefully we can do it again during the end of year and hopefully get like $30 each. muahahax now that would be sweet.

Exactly a week away from the 14th of october. yayness cant wait for that day. we shall all take photos till we go blind and party till our legs break. dumdeedumdum look out singapore cuz here we come. o yea.

Just got off the phone with cheney and jon. hahax they're thinking of going to collect the shirts today. hahax. tired la anyway the stupid cell still owes me like $180!!! ok minus j2c and mine and it would be errs dammit my math is bad. $100. cmon pay up pay up. or i'll .. i'll harm you. yes!! i'm desperately in need of money now. so broke now so PAY UP PEOPLE!!! nothing in this world comes for free unless you have the brains and know what to do. you know what i mean. hints ( inside joke ).

Tuition tomorrow!! yayness k that's like the only tuition in the world which i actually like as what do u get when you dump kimmie, rina, trixia, yuxin and jessica in one room. hahax ABSOLUTE MADNESS that's right. Owells but gotta cut the slack as exams are here yet again. booz. ok that remind me i've gotta to start studying like NOW!! hahax retardation baby.

my hump, my humps, my lovely lady lumps

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, October 06, 2005

5:00 PM

Stressed out man
am seriously stressed out

Had literature paper today.
goodness man i wrote so so so much. so much that i myself could not believe it. believe me i seriously wrote you idea of alot. Can you imagine like 2 darn pages just to answer for part of the question. rahhx. seriously hope i will do well. Paper one was ok. i kinda like the unseen as i thought the poem was really nice. gosh please let me do well.

Goodness having e math paper one and chinese paper two tomorrow. am kinda shitting now. rahhx.this is so stressful. why do we need to go through such great torture all for the sake of a grade in the report book. this is painful man. seriously painful. am scared for math as all these while i've not been pulling my grade which means i really gotta go like really well this time round. save me from this torment!!!

yesterday's social and chinese was not too bad. hahx. at least i knew what i was writing about but damn it there was not enough time to complete it. rahhx. madness la.

owells gonna isolate myself and study now

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, October 02, 2005

12:58 PM

At home now.
did not go to school today. neither did alot of people.
bleahx.

2more days to social studies and chinese paper1 end of year. o my starting to freak out now. but dammit i'm so always not in the mood to just make up my stupid pencil and start mugging. o man this is irritating. God please give me the mood to just STUDY!! help!! am dying once again. rahhness.

Church yesterday was super dumb. It was all red-eyed, puffy-eyed, red nose running and tears dripping between my two leaders. O my starting to cant stand all the drama and all in the cell and not only me. cheney, jon2 cant stand such too!! Please can it just STOP!! and like now would be a good time too!!

And why in the world do they keep attacking cheney jon2 and i. this is starting to get so predictable and not to mention irritating. just cut it would ya. i was messaging because i forgot to hand in a form which would concern my class for next year and it is definitely much more important than whatever you were saying! and gosh we dont talk to the people in cell because they are so damn anti-social as they first do not talk to us, second they are constantly in their own lala world and thirdly we have nothing in common!!!!

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;